So lately with gas prices they way they are, I have been heading home after work, rather than doing little things here and there in town.
So at home I am by myself(well the only one that talks). So I have been thinking, scary business at times. I try not to let it get me down as that is a major trigger for my "down" days.
Well, I realized that I am scared to ride by myself(great imagination, broken legs, no phone, death and the such). Mind you I have two very calm horses that are just great. But they are still horses.
I also realized that what people think of me, is really important. Why I ask myself. Do their thoughts make me who I am, do their opinions change they way I act towards my family and my self. No and NO. So why do I let it bother me???? Why should I care what others think??? Last month, I make a comment about ones business(website spelling). It was just to help(as I really enjoy helping others). Well I was attacked, by one the the gals friends. I let it bother me for weeks. I even emailed the owner and apologized if I had offended her and that I was only trying to help..This gave me down days, for days...And I did not sleep well either. Why did I let it bother me?????
In the end I think I am over it. I do not know them personally, although we live in the same area, I will more than likely never met this person either. I guess in some respects I just never got the hard outer shell that I was to learn in School...Oh well.
Thanks for listening,
Me
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