I believe that somethings are meant to be and others are not...
But when do you give up and know that is was not meant to be, verses, I need to keep trying.
Lately, after years or struggle, I have decided that I was meant to be they way I am. I am not famous, popular(nor do I have lots of friends) or rich.
I am okay with the famous part, as I do enjoy my silence time.
As for the popular(I have very few real friends) I do wish I was a bit more, as I always liked to help others and have fun. I enjoy getting together at the lake, or camping, wheeling or just a fun BBQ.
And don't we all want to be rich. 8^)
So that brings me to the "do I keep trying" part.
I have not really ridden/shown in years(I mean more than a trail ride at a walk, or plunking bareback), so I decide to take lessons. Well the first lesson, it rained and now the second lesson just frizzed (DR appointment not scheduled well).
Am I not meant to show....
Last show I went to my horse ran me over and then drug me through the dirt. Needless to say, I was a bit scared to go back. So I decided a clinic would do the trick. Same horse walked over me and bit me. I thought it was a personality issue with the horse and me. My kids and hubby had not a problem with the horse. And the very nice gentleman that purchased the horse, loves him.
But now with the weather, scheduling issues and what, Am I meant to do this?? Do I just keep trying?
For now I look forward to next week and hope all goes well and that in the end it was meant to be...
But when do you give up and know that is was not meant to be, verses, I need to keep trying.
Lately, after years or struggle, I have decided that I was meant to be they way I am. I am not famous, popular(nor do I have lots of friends) or rich.
I am okay with the famous part, as I do enjoy my silence time.
As for the popular(I have very few real friends) I do wish I was a bit more, as I always liked to help others and have fun. I enjoy getting together at the lake, or camping, wheeling or just a fun BBQ.
And don't we all want to be rich. 8^)
So that brings me to the "do I keep trying" part.
I have not really ridden/shown in years(I mean more than a trail ride at a walk, or plunking bareback), so I decide to take lessons. Well the first lesson, it rained and now the second lesson just frizzed (DR appointment not scheduled well).
Am I not meant to show....
Last show I went to my horse ran me over and then drug me through the dirt. Needless to say, I was a bit scared to go back. So I decided a clinic would do the trick. Same horse walked over me and bit me. I thought it was a personality issue with the horse and me. My kids and hubby had not a problem with the horse. And the very nice gentleman that purchased the horse, loves him.
But now with the weather, scheduling issues and what, Am I meant to do this?? Do I just keep trying?
For now I look forward to next week and hope all goes well and that in the end it was meant to be...
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